| Hey Pat, where'd you find these crazy boys this time? |
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| I'm back! |
[Wednesday
September 19 07 3:37pm] |
I think imma start blogging again.
I missed this.
I need an outlet.
I'm a fucking time bomb again.
I will always be perpetually pissed.
I'M BACK.
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| REPLY TO A COMMENT. |
[Sunday
August 13 06 9:45am] |
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WHAT OPRAH HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you..a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals..look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man.
Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
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| what love shouldn't be... |
[Sunday
August 13 06 9:43am] |
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from Tara, my luv... Learn from it people.
i just realised that loving someone should not mean...
losing your self-respect
beating yourself up just to prove a point
doing everything to prove your love to the person in concrete ways (his request, of course)
living, breathing and speaking...HIM
making him your God
alienating yourself from straight friends of the opposite sex and becoming a social leper
making empty threats that you cannot push through with because of the mere fact that you love him
moulding your life to work around his
pretending to be someone you're not for him (i pretend to be more normal than i really am)
shrivelling up like a wallflower and allowing him to control your life
doubting him
waiting pathetically and impatiently for him to call
being ecstatic yet terrified everytime he calls for fear that he'll find malice in whatever you're doing
freaking out when he doesn't call and allowing that fact to ruin your day
wanting so desperately to own him
giving waaaay more than you can possibly give...
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| i want to bum in a damn beach with my cousin, aight!? |
[Wednesday
April 12 06 11:12am] |
I need to go to a damn beach.
i dont care where!
kahit hindi Bora, basta beach.
a decent one.
ANISE, TANGINA WERE DOIN THIS OK?
after you of course.
im waiting for you.
Have fun in those competitons!
go kick some ass..es.
I'll be trying to figure out this beach thing...
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| Overheard in NY. |
[Thursday
March 16 06 9:01am] |
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OVERHEARD IN NEW YORK
THIS SITE IS THE SHIT! it makes me miss NY all the more.
these are ACTUAL conversations overheard around New York City.
TAKE TIME TO READ ALL OF THEM. THEY'RE EFFING HILARIUOS.
Girl #1: I am, like, so obsessed with Asian guys. He is so great. I would so date him.
Girl #2: Date him? But he's gay.
Girl #1: Those are my favorite kind of Asians.
--59th & Lexington
Guy: I asked you if you knew where he lived; you pointed to Iraq!
Girl: Well, I don't know. How was I supposed to know?
Guy: Iraq is not the same as Israel.
--Duane Reade, 28th & Park
Teen boy #1: Man, I tell you, da reason France don't want us in Iraq is dat dey know the second we done in Baddad we is headed right over the border and straight into Paris.
Teen boy #2: Nigga, you'se is ignorant. Iraq ain't next to no France.
Teen boy #1: Nah man, I ain't sayin it is right up on France, but, you know, it goes Iraq, Germany, some otha country, then France, so it is close.
Teen boy #2: Ain't you eva seen no map? I'ma gonna show you when we get to school. That shit is in Africa, between Lidia and Egypt.
--F train
Guy #1: She be sucking my dick, and she all in a motherfuckin' hurry and shit. She gotta take it easy, she got to slow down.
Guy #2: No, no, no. Shit. She's got to savor the flavor. Yeah.
--27th & 8th
Teen girl on cell: ...Can you believe he wanted me to stick my hand in there and touch it?...Yeah, I did it...Oh, it was huge! He said it was really big, but damn! And it's long, too!...Uh, the head is an average size, I guess...I like how it feels...Okay, why is the spotlight on me?...Different people are giving me that "what the fuck" look...Oh, shit! Ha, ha, ha! You're right. Hold on...Chill, everyone! I'm talking about my boyfriend's pet snake, not his penis...Okay, continue.
--Dunkin' Donuts, Fulton Mall
Chick #1: Oh, you're wearing your hair open today!
Chick #2: "Open"?
Chick #1: Well, you know what I mean...
Chick #2: Oh, yeah. It's open like a brothel.
Chick #1: What?
Chick #2: It's open like a brothel.
--Barnard College
Guy: I'll have a pretzel.
Vendor man: What kind?
Guy: Plain.
Vendor man: No salt?
Guy: No. With salt.
Vendor man: Salt is not plain.
Guy: Okay, with salt. Is that extra?
Vendor man: No, salt is salt. The other is plain. Like white people.
--Central Park
Dude on cell: She was a size 16 before the baby, but now she's a 32. She went from Kermit the Frog to Snuffleupagus!...What size are you?
--Staten Island Ferry
Guy #1: Did you bring your cell phone charger today?
Guy #2: Oh yeah. Like, they be giving free electricity up in here, for real.
--Kings Criminal Court Building, Downtown Brooklyn
Blind man: Excuse me ma'am, coming through...Excuse me, miss.
Woman: Damn! Watch yourself with that fucking walking stick! Shit! And how the fuck did you know I was a woman? Can that shit tell you genders too? Ha, ha!
Blind man: Not quite, but you smell like stale fish so I figured you were a woman. Have a nice day!
--E train
Guy #1: So you don't eat beef, huh?
Guy #2: Nah, man.
Guy #1: You're that religious that you don't eat beef?
Guy #2: Yeah, I guess.
Guy #1: Well, you've got cheese on your grilled chicken, what about that?
Guy #2: What about it?
Guy #1: Well, you're killing the cow.
Guy #2: No, I'm not...
Guy #1: Oh, well, what about cows that drink cow's milk?
--Hayden Dining Hall, Washington Square West
Woman #1: Excuse me, how do I walk to the other side of the Brooklyn Bridge?
Woman #2: Just do it.
--Downtown Brooklyn
Woman: So what book does she want?
Chick: She says Julius Caesar.
Woman: What's that?
Chick: Is that the title or the name of the author? Call her and ask her. I can't find it.
--Target, 225th Street
Old man: I'm a pretty good driver when I'm drunk.
Old woman: I don't think so.
Old man: You just don't like how fast I go.
Old woman: ...I don't think so.
Old man: Oh, the endless debate. He, he, he.
--Saurin Parke Cafe, West 110th Sreet
Guy #1: Yo man, he ain't got no job and he don't take care of his kids.
Guy #2: I know, but he'll learn the hard way; we did.
Guy #1: He been to prison twice already; what else he got to learn?
--Penn Station
Tech guy #1: I left my bike at the PATH station over the weekend.
Tech guy #2: Was it stolen?
Tech guy #1: No, but all the wheels are missing.
--Office, Madison & 47th
Girl #1: I was thinking about getting Slim-Fast, because I thought I needed it, but now I only drink water...Oh, and orange juice!
Girl #2: ...And lots of beer and liquor.
Girl #1: Oh yeah, and lots of beer and liquor.
--G train
Teen girl: I am pregnant again. How does this keep happening to me?
Teen boy: Ever thought of keeping your legs crossed?
Teen girl: How would that solve anything?
Teen boy : Huh?
--6 train
Queer #1: I woke up this morning with a used condom hanging from my ass. Was that you?
Queer #2: You are so disgusting.
--Cilantro's, 89th & 2nd
Dude #1: Going to NYU is interesting.
Dude #2: No, getting a girl pregnant is interesting.
--Washington Square South & LaGuardia
Guy #1: Do you think I'm too sensitive?
Guy #2: I...uh...don't understand the question.
--Broadway & Fulton
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| momz brought us 8 dvds. |
[Tuesday
March 7 06 8:47pm] |
aaah! momzy got me a BUNCH of dvds and long and behold!
PRIDE and PREJUDICE!
eeeEEEeeeeEEEeeee!!!
oh you could IMAGINE how many times i listed to THESE scences
just to even type down exactly what they said!
omigod these scenes and dialogues are of PERFECTION.
READ THEM ALL I IMPLORE YOU ALL!
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"I have stuggled in vain and can bear it no longer.
these past few months have been a torment.
i came to Rosings for the single object of seeing you.
i had to see you.
i have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of
your birth, my right, and circumstances and i am willing to put them aside
and i ask you to end my agony."
"I don't understand-"
"- I love you!
... Most ardently!
...Please do me the honor of accepting my hand."
"Sir I, I appreciate the struglle you have been through.
And i am very sorry to have caused you pain.
Believe me it was unconsciously done."
"Is this you reply?"
"Yes sir."
"Are you, are you lauhging at me?"
"No."
"Are you rejecting me?"
"You must know... Surely you must know it was all for you...
You are too generous to trifle with me.
I believe you have spoken with my aunt last night.
And it was taught to me to hope, as I scarcely allow myself before.
If your feelings is still they were last April tell me so at once,
My afections and wishes have not changed.
But one word from you will silence be forever.
... If, however, your feelings have changed,
I will have to tell you,
you have bewtiched me body and soul.
And I love... I love... I love you,
and never wish to be parted from this day on."
EEEEeeeeeeEEEEEeeeee!
i cant help myself!!!
Mr. Darcy you are too much!
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| he's alive! |
[Tuesday
February 7 06 7:28pm] |
OK IT HAS BEEN CLEARED OUT:
THE PIG LIVES
he's just injured i think.
thank god.
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| a game where you chase a pig for points to beat the other team. |
[Monday
February 6 06 8:32pm] |
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R.I.P. LOUIE
FYI: i named the AGAWAN BIIK PIG that.
it was BRUTAL.
INHUMANE.
and just damn ANIMAL CRUELTY.
i was aghast with that game.
couldn't sulk it in.
i was traumatized my it.
completely MORTIFIED.
so i just stood there.
i stood as the were practically ripping him apart.
yeah, he ended up dead.
the blasted piglet DIED.
no never again...
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[Saturday
January 14 06 1:28am] |
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ive been having this SERIOUS case of senior blues...
ever since we got back from xmas break pa.
im sulking up so bad already.
and every week it grows.
heck, nothings even happening yet!
im going to cry buckets during graduation.
Time Of Your Life
Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
. . . . .
IT'S ALL ALMOST OVER SOON.
WOW. IT ACTUALLY CAME.
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[Saturday
January 14 06 1:21am] |
“Suppose you scrub your ethical skin until it shines,
but inside there is no music, then what?” —Kabir
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| my toothbrush. |
[Tuesday
December 20 05 1:07pm] |
okay, so some cockroach violates your toothbrush,
WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH THAT TOOTHBRUSH?
im mean cmon! i just opened that one like 3 weeks ago!
its brand new!
is soaking it in alcohol a dumb thing to do?
haha coz i was actually considering on doing it coz its such a waste to just throw it out.
iunno.
now im just using some portable toothbrush with the totally FLAT bristles.
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